Ok, my first blog EVAH has been posted in a few places and I'm "out-ed" as a blogger for others to witness.. so am kinda crapping my drawers now as performance anxiety sets in. Which is a perfect example of that 'fear fog', as we can now call it.
..Since I am in a "helping profession" , could I be operating under the delusion that I need to change/fix/impress the world with any words laid down here.... Taking 10 Deep Breaths AND some TUMS right now at the very thought of this.Those in the Human Psyche Know would say that this calls for saying YES to the very thing I feel uncomfortable with, so.. voila! am back in the bloggersaddle again.
It's not easy to teach an old dawgette new tricks, but it sure feels good shaking up the atoms that have settled so complacently into my current physical presentation on Earth. It's a choice to shift.Get the feet out of the cement blocks.Do something different. And for now, I don't even need to get off this chair. Yet.
Fantasy #1: Wouldn't it be amazing if this became one of those transformational /inspirational blogs, where slowly, but surely,before everyone's eyes, POOF! I lose those 'last' 25 lbs. Or get to tell the story to you all of how-from the words on these pages alone-a relationship blooms with that kind, funny, smart, sensitive fella who is Perfect For Me. Or I train for and complete some incredible physical feat for someone my age, without injury. Well at least permanent injury.
Fantasy # 2- This blog becomes adorable. I get a contract to turn it into a book. And then the movie. These things do happen! Ok, so I did just see the movie "Julie and Julia", so am shamelessly borrowing that plot for this fantasy.
Bottom line, it's great to be here, and don't know where it's goin' just yet... As Bob Dylan would sing, in that horribly nasal yet beautifully mesmerizing voice that pulls you in, close....
How many times must a man look up
Before he can see the sky?..
The answer my friend is blowin in the wind
The answer is blowin' in the wind.
Sorry, that was sooo '60's! But hey, I'm no Spring Chicklet...
Peace
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